يوميات أسبوع سريع .. سريع جداً لدرجة إني انهارده الخميس ..

A Tag Was Forwarded to me From Mohammad Irshid in his Post No. 100 (Congratulations) .

Here are The Tag Rules :

1. Mention the Name of the blogger who sent you the tag .
2. Mention the Rules of Tag at first .
3. Talk About The Top 6 Secrets that Strangers won’t find them out about you .
4. Forward the Tag to 6 Bloggers with their Names and Blog URLs .
5. Leave a Comment in the blog you forwarded the Tag to .

- Name Of Blogger Who sent me The Tag اسم المدون الذي أرسل التاج إلى : Mohammad Irshid

- Rules of Tag are mentioned above قوانين التاج مذكورة بالأعلى .

- Top 6 Secrets الأسرار الستة :

Very Emotional Person, People who met me for the first time don’t find I’m emotional , but friends know that very well عاطفي جداً , من يراني لأول مرة لا يعتقد ذلك و لكن أصدقائي المقربين على علم بهذا الموضوع .


Self-Control, I get angry quickly , however I don’t show this to people around me . التحكم بالنفس فغضبي ينطلق سريعاً و لكن أحاول ألا أظهره لمن حولي .


Getting Depressed Quickly, a very small event or action can make me depressed in a moment . أكتئب بسرعة , فأي شىء صغير يحدث معي يمكن أن يشعرني بالكآبة في لحظات .


Adoring of Oriental & Chill out Music , I can’t stop listening to oriental music specially by Arab Singers like Elham El Medfa’y , Rim Banna محب لأغاني الأورينتال و الشل أوت فلا أستطيع منع نفسي من الاستماع لهذا النوع من الأغاني و خاصة للمطربين العرب مثل إلهام المدفعي و ريم بنا .


Tech-savvy, Addicted to Internet and Cell Phones , الغرباء لا يعرفون اهتماماتي التقنية على الإطلاق حتى بعض الأصدقاء , و لكن المقربون على علم بذلك .

Afraid of Cricket , أخاف من الصراصير جداً .

- Forward The Tag to أمرر التاج لـ :

1. محمد عبد الشكور – اتكلّم
2. محمود – دماغ تايهه
3. Ahmad Fahad – Ahmad’s Blog
4. محمد محمود – هاوي بي اتش بي
5. أحمد محمود – Amaiko
6. رفقة عمر – العائشة في الأحلام
   

June 10

• I had an accounting exam today .. It was the longest and hardest and the best exam this semester .. Four Pages and lots of transactions .. but all or 98% of exam was in papers .. thanks to Mr. M.Azmy .. He did great job this year with us .
• I was supposed to have a meeting to discuss new websites I will work on in the next period ( Summer Time ) .. Meeting was canceled and I didn’t like that at all, This wasn’t professional step in my first meetings ..
• I spent sometime with my friends after exam It was nice time in this hot weather but there was some fresh air today ..
  
• Back home again with my silence mood and I have to stay in this mood for sometime at home till I discover something new in my case . slept for couple of hours and woke up on the match between Spain And Russia in Euro 2008 .. Result was 2-0 for Spain but I didn’t continue till the end of match ..
• Wrote New Post about Plurk a new Microblogging service appeared on surface of Social Networks after lots of twitter downtime .
• Found New Live Stream Online for Nogoom Fm the 1st Private FM Radio Station in Egypt with Nile FM .. Listen to it via Agmad1.com or 100fasla6.com , Recommend the First one for better Quality .
  

I’m moving all my thoughts to be posted in future on My Thoughts If anyone wanted to follow it up .. Here I’m writing my Diary .. Egy Youth Diary ..

I was lost .. I didn’t know myself in that time .. I was just in a circle of loses .. people said I’ve been changed .. How people measure the change of a person .. How can people judge it ..

I know I was different person, I tried to find stuffs getting me back .. sometimes maybe god just sent something to get you out of all this .. It was a Sunday night and It was the best night I’ve ever been into .. when I got help .. This help was able to pick me up for a long time from my Loses .. It brought me back the love to win .. the aim to be better .. It showed to me that I’m a good person .. and I should be thinking with optimism and I should give up the sadness .. This Help made me spent the most wonderful Days in my life .. which I can not forget .. It will always remain in memories .. Days of Our Lives ..

It’s me , just me .. nobody else .. a person in this big theater where most of people act … in a world full of Realism, where no place for emotions to appear .. in a life rich in conceit and illusion ..

I believe that if people thought of emotions and its importance, they would solve lots of problems in this world ..

I’ve thought before that person should be realistic or emotional and he can’t gather between both .. But I think now that person can do ! but no so easy ..

I like to help people, even if they don’t like me, I was created like that .. Some people appreciate that help, but most don’t do ..

I find my happiness with someone .. someone who can show the better side of this world .. someone who keep the smile .. someone who is true and can not cheat or deceive ..

I like my friends .. all of them .. and the best I like is the true friend .. The true friend who can appreciate the meaning of Friendship …

I find the silence and a little dark light is very useful for me .. to relax .. and to think .. sometimes it miss , sometimes it hit

Everyone in the world has his/her own goals to achieve , a target to reach in life .. But what is the target that gather all people in the whole world ?

Heaven ? Is it a target for all people , well there are lots of people doing mistakes everyday and don’t even feel their faults . maybe repeating same mistakes day after day .. so It’s not The General Target ..

Family ? It’s a target by default .. If we wanna keep the human being so there must be families ..Friends ? To have good friends ?? Some guys can live without friends , just hanging out with colleagues , or co-workers but not necessary to get friends ..Position in Job ? or even a job ?? I think 90% of people in Egypt just think about how to stay alive till tomorrow , so position in job I don’t believe in too .. and who is searching for a position in Job must know that he won’t stay in same position for a long time ..Celebrity ? Yeah maybe many of us look for being celebrity but not all of us ..Trust .. Can we live without trust ?? Can you have a family or a job or friends without trust ?? Trust is important for everyone , maybe It’s a target not visual by all of us .. but It’s a general target we are looking for if we thought about it ..It’s so hard when someone loses trust in you , a friend, a colleague, your boss in work , even It was a little small feeling of trust .. You’ll Feel you lost everything , because you lost trust..
Without Trust .. There is Nothing ..