لست أنا

كنت وقتها ..
بعد محنة صعبة مررت بها و من الصعب تجاوزها ..
حين رأيتها .. حيث كان بيننا أول حديث و أول لقاء ..
كانت كلماتها العذبة و ضحكاتها تملأ العالم سروراً و بهجة ..
كانت تهتم بكل من حولها ..
كانت نقية لا تعرف معنى الكره و لا الخداع ..
كانت صادقة لا تنافق ..
كانت كالزهرة المشرقة .. تطل عليّ بأشعة الشمس من حولها ..
كانت مميزة بين غيرها .. و مع ذلك لم يسع أحد ليكون الأفضل إليها .. في حياتها ..
كانوا دائماً يسعون وراء مصالحهم .. لم يفكروا في تلك الإنسانة .. و يالها من إنسانة ..
كانت ترسم على وجهي بسمة دائمة ..
آه منكم .. يالكم من وحوش لا تعرف إلا الأنانية .. لا تهتمون بشعور الآخرين ..
نعم أحببتها .. أحببتها و لم أستطع أن أنساها .. كانت أملاً مشرقاً ينير طريقي .. كانت حافزاً في حياتي ..
كنت مخلصة لكل من تعرفين . تعطفين على الصغير قبل الكبير ..
من لا يمكنه أن يحبك !! .. من يمكنه أن ينساكِ ..
لست أنا

Who Am I !

It’s me , just me .. nobody else .. a person in this big theater where most of people act … in a world full of Realism, where no place for emotions to appear .. in a life rich in conceit and illusion ..

I believe that if people thought of emotions and its importance, they would solve lots of problems in this world ..

I’ve thought before that person should be realistic or emotional and he can’t gather between both .. But I think now that person can do ! but no so easy ..

I like to help people, even if they don’t like me, I was created like that .. Some people appreciate that help, but most don’t do ..

I find my happiness with someone .. someone who can show the better side of this world .. someone who keep the smile .. someone who is true and can not cheat or deceive ..

I like my friends .. all of them .. and the best I like is the true friend .. The true friend who can appreciate the meaning of Friendship …

I find the silence and a little dark light is very useful for me .. to relax .. and to think .. sometimes it miss , sometimes it hit

Target In Life

Everyone in the world has his/her own goals to achieve , a target to reach in life .. But what is the target that gather all people in the whole world ?

Heaven ? Is it a target for all people , well there are lots of people doing mistakes everyday and don’t even feel their faults . maybe repeating same mistakes day after day .. so It’s not The General Target ..

Family ? It’s a target by default .. If we wanna keep the human being so there must be families ..Friends ? To have good friends ?? Some guys can live without friends , just hanging out with colleagues , or co-workers but not necessary to get friends ..Position in Job ? or even a job ?? I think 90% of people in Egypt just think about how to stay alive till tomorrow , so position in job I don’t believe in too .. and who is searching for a position in Job must know that he won’t stay in same position for a long time ..Celebrity ? Yeah maybe many of us look for being celebrity but not all of us ..Trust .. Can we live without trust ?? Can you have a family or a job or friends without trust ?? Trust is important for everyone , maybe It’s a target not visual by all of us .. but It’s a general target we are looking for if we thought about it ..It’s so hard when someone loses trust in you , a friend, a colleague, your boss in work , even It was a little small feeling of trust .. You’ll Feel you lost everything , because you lost trust..
Without Trust .. There is Nothing ..