I was lost .. I didn’t know myself in that time .. I was just in a circle of loses .. people said I’ve been changed .. How people measure the change of a person .. How can people judge it ..

I know I was different person, I tried to find stuffs getting me back .. sometimes maybe god just sent something to get you out of all this .. It was a Sunday night and It was the best night I’ve ever been into .. when I got help .. This help was able to pick me up for a long time from my Loses .. It brought me back the love to win .. the aim to be better .. It showed to me that I’m a good person .. and I should be thinking with optimism and I should give up the sadness .. This Help made me spent the most wonderful Days in my life .. which I can not forget .. It will always remain in memories .. Days of Our Lives ..

It’s so hard to accept The feeling of Failure . In the life, you fight, do what you can, don’t waste time in some bull stuffs .. You try to prove yourself , to people around you , friends and family.. no matter our culture or anything ..

However, In case of Failure There is nothing push you to step forward and try again .. I never thought I can fail in my life .. maybe small little mistakes, but not like failure .. I’m sure it’s a will of God I can’t deny .. قدّر الله و ما شاء فعل ..

People , You’re asking me to forget easily .. It’s not so ease .. specially if you fail for first time in your life .. It will take so long time to pass it .. some of you didn’t feel it , to be oppressed and people keep burdening you with cause of failure .. feel you are alone and nobody support you to scatter what you feel ..

Is TO feel you are alone when so many people around you
Is TO want to cry but you can not cry
Is TO smile while your heart is crying
Is That You can do nothing to make yourself happy
Is That Everything in your life is losing its meaning
Is That Depression Controls You
Is When You have everything , and You Can not feel anything