June 10 Diary

June 10

• I had an accounting exam today .. It was the longest and hardest and the best exam this semester .. Four Pages and lots of transactions .. but all or 98% of exam was in papers .. thanks to Mr. M.Azmy .. He did great job this year with us .
• I was supposed to have a meeting to discuss new websites I will work on in the next period ( Summer Time ) .. Meeting was canceled and I didn’t like that at all, This wasn’t professional step in my first meetings ..
• I spent sometime with my friends after exam It was nice time in this hot weather but there was some fresh air today ..
  
• Back home again with my silence mood and I have to stay in this mood for sometime at home till I discover something new in my case . slept for couple of hours and woke up on the match between Spain And Russia in Euro 2008 .. Result was 2-0 for Spain but I didn’t continue till the end of match ..
• Wrote New Post about Plurk a new Microblogging service appeared on surface of Social Networks after lots of twitter downtime .
• Found New Live Stream Online for Nogoom Fm the 1st Private FM Radio Station in Egypt with Nile FM .. Listen to it via Agmad1.com or 100fasla6.com , Recommend the First one for better Quality .
  

June 5 Diary

I’m moving all my thoughts to be posted in future on My Thoughts If anyone wanted to follow it up .. Here I’m writing my Diary .. Egy Youth Diary ..

June 5

• Nothing Important .. Just woke up at 11.30 .. trying to find something for breakfast .. and then checked out my twitter and facebook .. I’m still preparing for my exam next Saturday about Commercial Law ..

• Posted Today Two New Posts, First one about iToot: The Arab Blogs Network and The Second About Launching Filaty Beta 2.0 For Public Users .. Thinking that there are going to be some good traffic coz of those two posts .. 

• Posted in My Thoughts Blog about ‘ Call Or Not ‘ talking about some call I want to make .. Watching BBC Arabic TV Online as I can’t watch TV at home because of exams .. At this moment I’m hearing some cats outdoors fighting and making some noise ..

• Sites I was active in today : Twitter – My Blog – Plurk 

Days of Our Lives

I was lost .. I didn’t know myself in that time .. I was just in a circle of loses .. people said I’ve been changed .. How people measure the change of a person .. How can people judge it ..

I know I was different person, I tried to find stuffs getting me back .. sometimes maybe god just sent something to get you out of all this .. It was a Sunday night and It was the best night I’ve ever been into .. when I got help .. This help was able to pick me up for a long time from my Loses .. It brought me back the love to win .. the aim to be better .. It showed to me that I’m a good person .. and I should be thinking with optimism and I should give up the sadness .. This Help made me spent the most wonderful Days in my life .. which I can not forget .. It will always remain in memories .. Days of Our Lives ..

لست أنا

كنت وقتها ..
بعد محنة صعبة مررت بها و من الصعب تجاوزها ..
حين رأيتها .. حيث كان بيننا أول حديث و أول لقاء ..
كانت كلماتها العذبة و ضحكاتها تملأ العالم سروراً و بهجة ..
كانت تهتم بكل من حولها ..
كانت نقية لا تعرف معنى الكره و لا الخداع ..
كانت صادقة لا تنافق ..
كانت كالزهرة المشرقة .. تطل عليّ بأشعة الشمس من حولها ..
كانت مميزة بين غيرها .. و مع ذلك لم يسع أحد ليكون الأفضل إليها .. في حياتها ..
كانوا دائماً يسعون وراء مصالحهم .. لم يفكروا في تلك الإنسانة .. و يالها من إنسانة ..
كانت ترسم على وجهي بسمة دائمة ..
آه منكم .. يالكم من وحوش لا تعرف إلا الأنانية .. لا تهتمون بشعور الآخرين ..
نعم أحببتها .. أحببتها و لم أستطع أن أنساها .. كانت أملاً مشرقاً ينير طريقي .. كانت حافزاً في حياتي ..
كنت مخلصة لكل من تعرفين . تعطفين على الصغير قبل الكبير ..
من لا يمكنه أن يحبك !! .. من يمكنه أن ينساكِ ..
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The Feeling of Failure

It’s so hard to accept The feeling of Failure . In the life, you fight, do what you can, don’t waste time in some bull stuffs .. You try to prove yourself , to people around you , friends and family.. no matter our culture or anything ..

However, In case of Failure There is nothing push you to step forward and try again .. I never thought I can fail in my life .. maybe small little mistakes, but not like failure .. I’m sure it’s a will of God I can’t deny .. قدّر الله و ما شاء فعل ..

People , You’re asking me to forget easily .. It’s not so ease .. specially if you fail for first time in your life .. It will take so long time to pass it .. some of you didn’t feel it , to be oppressed and people keep burdening you with cause of failure .. feel you are alone and nobody support you to scatter what you feel ..